Tommorow we begin our adventure in recording. Time has a way of making things relevant and/or irrelevant. In the current case of situations encompassing my existance, i am not certain which one it is.
Stresses in my life have come to a screaming forefront of my mind. I feel a great pressure coming from almost everything and every angle.
I view the current state of things as a trap, a corner, a hole, a rut, or a locked cage that has been holding me in place.
Maybe i will poke a hole in the whole of things in some sort of way. Make a lock pick from the tools that reside in here with me.
The idea being that i would rather be doing something i enjoy for making ends meet. Whether that be music, drawing, painting, print making, or digital design. Anything seems at this point far better than the current employment that i am in.
To put forth my foot that direction seems not only a tangible idea, but quite possibly a savior to my sanity. I only strengthen the bonds that hold me by ignoring what is nagging and gnawing at my brain.
I will not ignore it any longer.
Plot a course far away from here. Full thrusters.
